[Okay people I’m going to sleep now because when I wake up I need to learn a speech and do my hair, nails, face, eat something, everything within a few hours so that I’ll be ready to put on a fucking awesome princessy purpleblackwhite dress and attend my prom.
Prom, bitches. Wohoo~ ]
slavery-gets-shit-done started following you
Offers a wave to this newcomer.
[*casually saves this for later* Going to bed now, sorry ;;” But thanks for acknowledging my existance.]
<sighs> Very well. It is, but I just wanted to assure you. That’s all. <frowns> I’m sorry it upset you though.
Excuse me, but I had a rough day and would like to sleep now.
See you later. *hugs his pillow and leaves the room to get into his bathroom and prepare himself to go to bed*
O…. kay.
*comes back after a while and sits down on his bed* … *glances at the other*

Feel free to bother me another day when my mood is better. If you could at least leave my bedroom now, please..
In my opinion, you have. But it has nothing to do with me and I really do not have the energy to discuss anything.
Lo siento. If it’s about what was going on with Ira. It really was harmless.
I said I do not want to discuss this. It is your business, not mine.
<sighs> Very well. It is, but I just wanted to assure you. That’s all. <frowns> I’m sorry it upset you though.
Excuse me, but I had a rough day and would like to sleep now.

See you later. *hugs his pillow and leaves the room to get into his bathroom and prepare himself to go to bed*
Gupta!
….
Have I done something wrong?
In my opinion, you have. But it has nothing to do with me and I really do not have the energy to discuss anything.
Lo siento. If it’s about what was going on with Ira. It really was harmless.

I said I do not want to discuss this. It is your business, not mine.
Gupta!
….
Have I done something wrong?
In my opinion, you have. But it has nothing to do with me and I really do not have the energy to discuss anything.
Gupta!

….

… … *just shakes his head and turns away, thinking that he should have stayed in Hassan’s house* … . *actually thinks about going back there*
Hm… Maybe not. *scratches his neck and walks in a lazy circle getting used to his stride* Oh well we’ll have to see won’t we?
*nods slightly, staying silent and keeping his expression*
Hm… After our horses are warmed up want to do a small race? *tries to break the silence*
*is sitting on a camel but nevermind* Pointless. Aziz is not a racing camel and it is too hot for your horse today.
*sighs* True enough. Well then a leisurely amble it is then.
*nods and gives Aziz a pat to make him start walking*
Hm… Maybe not. *scratches his neck and walks in a lazy circle getting used to his stride* Oh well we’ll have to see won’t we?
*nods slightly, staying silent and keeping his expression*
Hm… After our horses are warmed up want to do a small race? *tries to break the silence*
*is sitting on a camel but nevermind* Pointless. Aziz is not a racing camel and it is too hot for your horse today.

Just what was wrong with him today?
Gupta couldn’t believe that he was actually thinking about this. He had found the knife while looking through some old boxes in his office, mainly to distract himself, and now it was lying on the table in front of him, shining in the faint light of the sun setting. As he looked at the blade, the images in his head became more and more vivid. It was ridiculous. Absolute nonsense. He had never thought about something like this before. And why? Why now, all of a sudden? Times had been worse than right now, far worse.
And still.. the picture of a long, smooth cut along the inside of his lower arm, from the inner side of his elbow to his carpus, blood coming from it like water from a hidden source.. it was still appealing.. Even the thought of the pain coming from such an action wasn’t as negative as it should have benn.
Gupta shook his head and covered his face with his hands, elbows resting on the wooden desk. Was he losing his mind?
Excelent. *smiles and mounts the horse* *refers to him as Omorfos* Where do you want to go?
I would have chosen an oasis, but that might not be the best path for your horse. *climbs onto Aziz’ back*
Hm… Maybe not. *scratches his neck and walks in a lazy circle getting used to his stride* Oh well we’ll have to see won’t we?
*nods slightly, staying silent and keeping his expression*
*time skips to stable because mun is laaazy like that* Hm… Which one… *rents a nice big black Arabian Warmblood cross* *tacks it up but decides to ride bare back (without a saddle)* Ready yet? *peeps out from the stall to Gupta*
*leans against a palmtree, waiting for her with Aziz behind him* Yes..
Excelent. *smiles and mounts the horse* *refers to him as Omorfos* Where do you want to go?
I would have chosen an oasis, but that might not be the best path for your horse. *climbs onto Aziz’ back*
Take a break then. Don’t force yourself, or maybe if it does help, force yourself to write something. Like a little exercise to make your muses come back.